This essay delves into an introspective examination of my own artistic practice, encompassing a multidimensional exploration of art history, pop culture, personal memory, and the captivating allure of the spectacle as expressed through visual language. Furthermore, personal memory serves as a significant wellspring of inspiration and reflection in my artistic practice. By analyzing these intersecting influences, delving into intimate recollections and examining the interplay between personal experiences and artistic creation, the essay aims to shed light on the dynamic relationship between cultural contexts and their impact on my artistic creation.